AmberDawn's BlogDiary of a spicy ginger who loves spankings and being naughty

I’m really trying hard to be more interactive, i posted my calendar still working on it, and want to know what type of sexy fun games people want to play when im live on myfreecams? Some girls do raffles, strip poker, simon says, etc. I’d like to get more people chatting on my blog, my forum and in my live chat rooms. Also hoping to hear from members if there is anything special they’d like to see on the sites that they have not yet? I have lots of ideas still and lots of hot models planned and some latex if the lady making it ever finishes it! LOL!  I’ve been working my booty off lately. I have an art film i’ve been working on for the next 3 saturdays and have a giantess shoot set up this sunday, it is so much fun. I’ve been so hot no ac and reaching 100 yesterday and today ughhhhh. I’ve been spritzing myself down with water but restless nights.

here’s my ad from August and September  thrasher magazine not sure why they shopped out my tat but they did a good job!

I work with a photographer who asked me to wear my blond wig. It was filthy in an old construction site but lots of fun as i love the camera. Daddy and i argued again last night, i feel like we always do when we haven’t fucked in a while so he ate my pussy good, gave me a spanking fucked me hard doggy style and then came in my mouth while thinking naughty things as if i was his student and he the naughty professor, i grabbed his balls perfectly at the end and sueezed every last drp out, im getting horny just writing about it. Please check me out on myfreecams.com i’m on there everyday almost and i could really use support i’m number 446 and i hoped i could be more successful.

So I have noons to blame but myself. i’m in charge of all the gallerys and photo editing for all 3 sites. I’m years behind with photos and the pictures are really really good as daddy is an amazing photographer and has been dping photography for 25 years. All i have to do is sort the best ones, edit and post them. I think the time has done me well though as i used to over photo shop which is now a look i don’t like. I like to see the girls freckles or moles and texture of her skin. It’s even harder when you’re editing pictures of yourself because somedays i don’t think i’m all that and it’s hard to spend my days looking through thousands of pictures of myself and seeing my flaws huge resolutions magnified. At the same time i love the control i have to and creativity it allows me. I recently got a kick in the butt from someone who wrote lsg because they want to seem more pictures of me and realized lsg has more picture sets up then i do on my own site all because of my procrastination. Plus, I think mine our better because my lover, daddy took them and i give him something i don’t give to other photographers.  So I’m going through my older pics and doing a gallery right now my goal is at least one new gallery a week. Wish me luck! Here’s some samples from a shoot where daddy set up the backdrop and lighting and let me take all the pics with a timer I loved it!

So I text messaged Mattie Lynn to confirm her screentest tonight and she replies i can’t make it i dont have gas. I wrote back ok hon let me know if you want to reschedule, no reply. i never want to make people feel bad for changing their mind. It’s funny because she contacted me. Oh well i know these girls in their early 20′s arent sure what they want to do or who they want to be yet.  i did my nails and everything though and now my pal is itching to spank. I do have 2 shoots in September coming up.

I’ve been working on myfreecams and its been so slow lately ive been getting very very discouraged. I almost asked last night how much for tears. It’s hard when the roofers are banging away and youre trying to work and noone tips or wants a private or anything. I had one guy interested in me pouring hot candlewax on my ass, pussy and tits, but i heard you need a special wax for your body, he kept trying to say he does it and hes fine but i waant about to burn my body for just one prvt. So I’m going to order some this morning and incorporate it into my shoots. I’d like to know what kind of lives shows when im on myfreecams you’d like to see me do, shower, oil, spanking, hula hoop etc? I can’t believe it’s friday already. I booked a massage for 12:30 I can’t wait I was curious for those members of my sitees, what did you think of Ambert?

Just spanked and got spanked pics from my iphone Screenttest wth Kama 21 year old art school student never been spanked ever! I got to be the first, lucky me then she roasted my buns and thighs. I did good so daddy gave me a glass of wine…

As people who know me know i quit drinking for a year and then slowly started drinking again. But as usual i dont know when to say when and dadddy and i start arguing about stupid shit that doesn’t matter. i become the hurt little girl and he becomes the mean bear. lol So i’m going to treat drinking as a dpecial treat or special occasions only. Like champagne during a shoot with hot girls, which i have 2 screentests coming up and 2 full shoots in September yeah!!! It’s been really stressful with the move – this friday will be 4 weeks and not getting to have my usual routine of working out every morning and having things in disarray. Also I’ve been behind with marketing the updates for my sites theres 4 a weeek i’m in charge of doing, and working on www.myfreecams.com. I feel unorganized and scattered and then the pressure of needing to earn money etc which i’m sure everyone has been feeling lately. So i’m going to work on being more centered and tightening up my sloppy ship! And with the money i save from buying wine i can treat myself to something nice. I redid my camming sex room in a moroccan/indonesian style which i love and it feels sexy and cozy. It’s going to be 103 today which it usually never gets over the 80s even in summer here so we have no ac and its already 95 degrees. The roofers are here tpoday and most likely all week, but there shouldn’t be much more work after that so we can get back to our somewhat “normal” life lol. For my upcoming shoots for amberdawnnude. amberspanks and spankamber is there anything my members would like to see? I’m attaching some screengrab images ive been turning into images and making my own tshirts out of. I’ll post a pic of me wearing them soon

So after we moved into my new home I’m ready for a new look on my blog too. I’ve been feeling a little down lately not sure why just seems hard for me to be happy sometimes. Then i feel bad for feeling bad because i’m very lucky as i have my health, everything i need, a boyfriend and a job i love. But sometimes I feel like i’m never content or satisfied. What is that all about? And yes I have been in therapy before so i could probably break it down. No matter how well  do at myfreecams i see other models doing better and feel like i suck. Sometimes i just want to put the bankie over my head and go back to sleep. Tomorrow the power will be out and I will have to get up early to get my shower in as the construction is electrical tomorrow. Then roof getting redone starting tuesday so it’s going to be a crazy week and most likely not be online on myfreecams til after 5pm when they leave. I do have 2 screentests set for this wednesday and friday evening though! That’s exciting… First we have the adorable Mattie Lynn 20 years old and then we have then we have 21 year old Camarose and i have no idea what there bums look like, It will be a surprise!

here’s a shot from me in Arizona in february!

Finally in new house more soon!

So I;ve been at my moms since july 10th. no spankings no daddy Hopefuly we’ll be in our new home by next Thursday but who knows for sure. I’m still doing my webcam shows etc and all 3 sites are updated thru end of July. I’m doing good here but miss my discipline and my daddy and want to start making our new house nice. Everything is in storage. What a crazy adventure this has been but better then having a psychotic landlord. I had a very nice visit last night on my favorite cam site www.myfreecams.com from a spankamber fan who saw my red ass avatar and kept me up until 12:30am chatting and staring at my naked ass. He said he was in awe and it was like meeting a celebrity because i was live. live webcams are pretty cool and im on everyday so please come say hi to me some time, im so lonely without daddy