Freedom of Speech

April 2nd, 2007

I’m irritated and frustrated right now. As I’m doing an interview I’m told by a friend in the spank biz who’s helping me out that I can’t talk about what really happened to me growing up in regards to my spankings.  I’m not talking about anything sexual at all, just the honest truth about what happened in my household. So I have to say Auntie or Uncle or make something up! How stupid is that? It’s my real life story and I want to keep it real! I’d rather say nothing than make it up! And to be careful because if I do my merchant company could make things difficult for me. Ugggggggggghhhhhhhhh!

Re: the hairbrush movie we made on Sat night. I have to say I will never ever look at that hairbrush the same. It really had a bite to it and left some marks. I had a art nude workshop to do the day after and the 4 photographers said Amber, however did you happen to get two perfectly marked bruises? I said Guess! They said well Sat was national Flagellation day! LOL!  Here’s some pics of me this morning in my new pjs! It looks worse than it was, but I deserved every bit of it