I’m Back!

May 8th, 2007

I had such a nice little get away. Did work one day but that was nice too. I was a good girl with the drinking and had an amazing time with my partner. We stayed in a nice little bungalow style motel with big windows and palm trees all around.. It was sunny and felt like summer. Warm evenings with a light breeze, no jacket needed. Mornings by the pool with breakfast and coffee. I love the drive on the 5 from the Bay Area to LA. Very meditative. I had no worries and was able to completely relax. I feel refreshed and inspired! Time to make some new movies. So my new plan with drinking, instead of completely denying myself alcohol I am going to make myself a new rule. For everyday I don’t drink I will put $5 in a pot. When on the occasion there is a social gathering or dinner out I will allow myself 2 glasses of wine at the most. I will not drink at home. I don’t drink often it’s just every once in a while I forget I’m not one of the boys and don’t know when to say when.

I’ve been getting emails from some members who have special requests like  have my palms strapped, or feet spanked, or breasts whipped or even spank men, etc. After hours of contemplating I have decided to keep my website true to myself and my partner. Everything that you see in my movies and pictures are real. Real scenes that are arousing to us. Fantasies and scenarios that we think are exciting. I tried some of the requests and it just felt false and we didn’t like how it looked. I know that I may lose some members interest because I won’t do special requests. I don’t want to act like something is my thing that isn’t just for a little money.  It does not feel right. My site will continue to grow and slowly add in other models. Them spanking me and maybe me spanking them occasionally. My true passion is being spanked by my partner the way you see it in my films. My reactions are real whether I squeal, kick and cry or moan in ecstasy. Since I am not a spank model being paid on an hourly basis I have the power for the first time in my life to create what comes from within me. I’ve had offers to work for other companies which I have decided against. The only place you can see me get my spankings are on my website. Hopefully it will continue to be a success and people will enjoy what we have to share.

I’ve also been getting some emails from men who want to spank me or meet me. Of course I understand that when you put pictures and videos of your bottom bent over talking about how much you love to be spanked that this is expected. I also believe the internet has made it easier to approach people since they remain anonymous. However, I am in a very happy and satisfying relationship and have everything I need from a man and more. I’m just wondering, do men really think that a woman would respond yes let’s meet and hook up from these messages? From some of the emails I’m receiving it seems some men think I put up a singles ad or something. I thought these might be fun to share. Like a Hall of Fame of the best/worst emails!   I don’t even to know how to respond to them. I have not responded to them because I’m afraid that no matter what I will say they will try to continue a dialog that has nowhere to go. Here’s a couple emails I received:

“Have you said Good Morning to Rod?” (close up of semi hard penis attached)

“hi amber how are you?  i like your  videos you are sexy i liv in san francisco to and im tryin to get into this spanking thing   i would like to spank you   hit me back and we can work something out”

“Hello Amber,
I live in Fairfield. I’m looking for a bad girl who needs to be
punished. I have a large box of pain devices. We will start out with
an Over the Knee Spanking then move to more pleasurable forms of
punishment. Are you Game?”

“how you doin sexy girl.. i was wondering do you date black dudes? if so id like to get ta kno u..let me kno wus good?”

“hi Amber how are you? i also sent you a e mail on your website about spanking you and for got to ask if im not able to spank you do you have any girl friends in san francisco that would like to be spanked im tryin to find some girls to spank “

“Wow you are beautiful I would like to be in one of your videos.”

“hey waz up with chu!!!!!!”

“Dam Pippi!I must say you are red hot!!! No pun intended! The jury’s not yet in on the spanking, but from your pictures, the juice just might be worth the squeeze. Holla back at me”

“hi great sexy pics you have there, next time you need a good paddle give me a shout ok?”

“Dear Amber:
Finally! The Perfect Woman! Well, almost..Holy shit! A gorgeous younger woman who’s a redhead and likes Myrna Loy and Louise Brooks! I think I’ve found the woman of my dreams. Okay, I’m not big on spanking in general (although I have nothing against it provided it’s consensual), and I have to admit that I think the tattoo on your luscious derriere was a big mistake, but that’s probably a generational thing. Just wanted to let you know that I think you’re a ravishingly beautiful woman, even if we never get to meet. But then, you *did* say you like older men… “

Here’s some self portraits of me in my bedroom after I gave myself a smoky eye (dark eye makeup)