AmberDawn's BlogDiary of a spicy ginger who loves spankings and being naughty

My room has been a disaster for a couple of weeks now. Clothes everywhere. I decided to go through my clothes since I can’t find anything and even forgot I had some things. You can barely see the hardwood floor. I’m disgusted with myself but feel overwhelmed at the task at hand. I want to get organized. The problem is I have no room! One itty bitty little closet is not enough space for a grown woman! Ok, I’ll stop complaining and just clean it. Ugghhhhhh! Instead of cleaning it, I’ve been taking pics of myself and thinking about how miserable it will be to clean my room. Maybe I just want another spanking real baaaaaaaaaaaaaad. I really do need one. My bottom is all ready to go. I’m hoping we make another film this week. I get happy thoughts thinking about it. Spankings also help when I’m pmsing and feeling down. A nice firm spanking helps me get all those tears out so I can be normal again.

I talked to my therapist today about drinking. And we both decided that I need to completely stop for a while. That I will probably have more fun if I do. I don’t have anyone to talk about it when I’m craving a drink except my boyfriend. He’s very supportive but he likes to drink occasionally and his personality is never effected. So I may be seeing if there is any AA meetings around. I wonder if I received a spanking any time I have a craving if that would work?