AmberDawn's BlogDiary of a spicy ginger who loves spankings and being naughty

I get numerous emails from members who want a harder spanking, more otk, more females, or don’t want f/f,  only m/f, only me getting spanked not being a spanker, hairbrush, schoolgirl, hand strappings, breast whippings etc. The truth is when we are you making these movies we also need to stay true to ourselves.  It is impossible to please everyone. I wear tight bikini cut satin panties in a movie and then I get a request for the same thing . I’ve tried having my breasts whipped which was ok, but not our thing, accidentally got whipped in the face which was not fun or sexy.  Also sorry, but we’re not into hand strapping either.  But since these things were requested I tried it. We decided against posting the vids since they were not where we wanted to go with the site. We make the kind of movies we want to see. With adding other females my spanker can actually be behind the camera and a director.  Two beautiful women spanking each other is hot, I think anyways! When he spanks me he has to set up the shot, then  spank me, etc. Which we will continue to do and add more on my site.  After already doing 15 or  so OTK movies we want to see another position. Or after we did me as schoolgirl we were done with it. It’s boring and stagnant for us  to do the school girl 20 different ways or honestly it doesn’t interest us. I went to a public school so that really isn’t a fantasy for me. We’re more interested in the clerk, girl that you see on the street, in the supermarket at the post office etc.  Real bad girls, right now. We also love pinups and old B-girl movies so you will see some of that inspiration in our styling in some of our movies. We don’t enjoy doing the exact same thing twice.  ALso have had requests like why don’t you get two cameras, and do it like Firm Hand or so and so does. Why? Because we are Spank Amber, not Firm Hand or GBS, or any other site. If you want to see that, then go to there site. There are plenty of other sites out there that cater to school girl, OTK, etc.  We are two people. Me the spankee, photo editor, makeup artist, hairstylist, stylist, casting director, marketing, etc, and my boyfriend the spanker, webmaster, webdesigner, photographer, filmer, director,  film editor, sound guy and anything else I forgot to mention.  We are not a huge company with any more partners, staff, etc. We are continuing to learn and grow, with our production value, sound, ideas and storylines, etc.. Who knows what will be coming next. We let the dark, nasty, creative place in our mind lead us and those are the videos we make together. That’s who we are. We appreciate and take all feedback into consideration. We can’t please everyone and we won’t try to.

   Like with this picture I added.  Yes,  I know I’m not completely naked and my bottom is not showing. But I’ve already added so many of those. I like to add samples of my latest shoots and  keep things fresh and new and not add the same things over and over again. I enjoy being a bit of a chameleon. Hopefully some of you out there enjoy that about me and about our site. That it is different.

Just updated today!
We also added a  bonus film of the hot latina exotic dancer Roxy. Interview, dance and she gets a spanking from me. She’s a foxy princess who drives a Mercedes and wears short skin tight dresses with lots of bling. I enjoyed every second of having her perfect petite figure over my body and watching her perfect breasts dance to my swats. Isn’t she just adorable? She was sassy and deserved everything she got. I really enjoyed seeing her bottom redden from my hand and the slapper and knowing I was going to get it next. That’s the best part. All of the anticipation. With each swat I give, I know very soon, it will be my bottom getting smarted…

So the last couple of shoots we’ve been using a little liquid courage. It’s been fun, but I got a little out of control the last time. So, I’m going to try and quit drinking for a whole year. I want to know who I can be without it. I want to see how I am on camera without it. Now I usually only used it in the last couple shoots when I shoot with gals because it was something new. I have an appointment on Friday morning to get hypnotized to keep me alcohol free. Now I’m not the type of gal who has to have a drink everyday, or drinks alone, in the morning etc. but,  I look back at my life and see that even though I always think I’m going to have more fun with alcohol I never do. If I need alcohol to do something then maybe I shouldn’t be doing whatever the thing is! So my next gal should be coming on Friday and another on Sat and another on Monday! We’ll see how it goes! I’m excited to try and be fully aware this time so I can make the best movies I’m capable of.

Here’s a teaser from  my last still shoot!

I’m off to a nude modeling shoot. I wanted to post this pic from yesterday. Lots of new still galleries will be uploaded to Spank Amber soon. I’ve been busy working some paid commercial gigs and makeup/hair jobs. Have a shoot with a lovel round full bottomed cutie tomorrow and I can’t wait! She is HOTT! Her buns will be on fire when I’m done with her. I’m excited to get a gal in whos about my size. She’s 5″7 130 lbs and has a 40 inch butt! Yowsa! Funsville!

This week 2 new movies added, a bonus film where I rub oil on Kamala’s very red bottom. The next film I continue to spank her and rub more oil on.  Why does it sting so much? I’m rubbing a warming massage oil on her cheeks that are already on fire! Hee! Hee!

Here’s some shots from the latest Spank Amber Update when Kamala gets a lesson in spanking me. I have to motivate her by spanking her hard as she’s still spanking me.

  We have 3 and possibly 4 shoots with new models  just this month. I hope my hiney can take it! I have to say the last model was a little hispanic doll, Roxy, mexican and spanish with large breasts on a petite frame with a nice little butt. When it was her turn to spank me she really got into it and made me jump and squirm. Looks can be deceiving. Just because someone is 4″11 and 98 lbs does not mean they can’t deliver and hard spanking!

So I finally took some pics as per Dave’s request. Some self pics I took yesterday in my best white trash wifebeater and cut of jean shorts attempt. He’s been bugging me for a while to take some. I am still planning to do a video shoot with them as well.

Thanks for all the feedback re: my movies. I’m going to keep being me my popular demand!

So I recently got some feedback on some of my videos. That I flirt with the camera and smile and look like I’m enjoying myself during some of my spankings and that this ruins the fantasy for the viewer. Now the truth is that my spankings start out very uncomfortable, then after a certain point I get a rush and am starting to get aroused. Especially when it’s my hard handed man! I enjoy and get off on being watched as well and looking at myself get spanked in the monitor on the camera and/or in the mirror. My feedback I had recently was that I need to sustain my character for the whole scene. Now the truth is I was being me the whole time going from uncomfortable to then aroused. sometimes after I’m being punished  get so aroused that I start grinding my man’s leg. So now should I be pretending to not like it?  I do realize now that it should be one or the other. If it’s domestic discipline I should not enjoy it and keep the same character through the entire scene. So it can’t start out one way and end another? There’s a strict rule that noone wants to break, like she shouldn’t like her spanking? What if it hurts at first and then the rush gets my blood flowing and it turns me on? Act as if I hate it?

I’m going to start some polls. For now though I’m very curious to hearing feedback. Even if my spanking is an Erotic one should I never look into the camera and flirt? During Discipline is it ok to look into the camera and tell the viewer why I am being spanked? Also I’m going to be doing Spank Amber screentests the next couple months and be asking members who should come back to Spank Amber and if they should be a top, bottom, or both.

Here’s some self pics in my sox after yoga!