July 23rd, 2007
So the last couple of shoots we’ve been using a little liquid courage. It’s been fun, but I got a little out of control the last time. So, I’m going to try and quit drinking for a whole year. I want to know who I can be without it. I want to see how I am on camera without it. Now I usually only used it in the last couple shoots when I shoot with gals because it was something new. I have an appointment on Friday morning to get hypnotized to keep me alcohol free. Now I’m not the type of gal who has to have a drink everyday, or drinks alone, in the morning etc. but, I look back at my life and see that even though I always think I’m going to have more fun with alcohol I never do. If I need alcohol to do something then maybe I shouldn’t be doing whatever the thing is! So my next gal should be coming on Friday and another on Sat and another on Monday! We’ll see how it goes! I’m excited to try and be fully aware this time so I can make the best movies I’m capable of.
Here’s a teaser from my last still shoot!