AmberDawn's BlogDiary of a spicy ginger who loves spankings and being naughty

I was watching a movie last night with Jimmy Stewart and Rosalind Russell called No Time for Comedy and when Jimmy sees Roz for the first time he says to the director are you sure that’s really her? She’s too skinny to be a star! Then later when he decides to marry her he hugs her and as he wraps his hand around her body he says I don’t know why I ever thought you were skinny. Skinny used to be a bad thing and an insult now it’s a compliment and it’s said in hollywood you can never be too rich or too thin. As someone who’s been fighting with my weight since I put on 10lbs in the last year after i started a new birth control pill I’ve been fighting to get back to my skinny weight. Because i’m on video online and pictures I want to be at my most photogenic. But from what I hear most men like a woman with a little meat on her bones. A nice healthy curvy figure. What happened to skinny being a bad thing? Now from Maxim to Playboy and even when i go on commercial casting women are super skinny and they get the job. I guess they are easier to light? Although part of me loves my breasts I went from a small 36b to a 36c. I work out 6 days a week for 45-60 minutes and am vegan and counting calories although i do love my pinot noir. I recently had a photographer who ive been working with recently but hasn’t shot me in the last 2 motnhs ask me if i lost weight. He saw and old pic from over a year ago and wanted to make sure i didn’t look like that anymore because he doesn’t find the waifish look sexy he likes my curves, so now i’m totally confused! Also recently we had a very cute but super skinny girl with not much of a butt at all come in for a screentest. She was really into and super pretty. Don’t skinny girls deserved to be spanked too? Is it all about variety or do we always prefer a nice round plum bum to spank? I’m trying to get back to somewhere in between what do you prefer i’d love to hear your thoughts! I personally like me some curves especially when i’m doing the spanking the bigger the butt the better!

A member was kind of enough to email me this and i thought our newest movie screengrabs went quite nice with it!

> ‘Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the town
> Her pleas could be heard as her panties came down.
>
> “Oh Santa, dear Santa, don’t spank me, I pray!
> I’ll be ever so good, starting right from today!”
>
> But Santa just chuckled, “I’ve heard that before
> From many a bad girl with bottom so sore
>
> As she wriggles and squirms ‘neath his hand’s hearty sting.
> But a promise like that – why, it means not a thing.
>
> What matters, dear One, as you’ll very soon see
> Is that you should be spanked across Santa’s broad knee
>
> Till your sassy bare bottom is burning bright red!”
> And with that, the old fellow did just as he’d said,
>
> And proceeded to spank her with all of his might
> Till her yelps echoed loud in the cold frosty night,
>
> And each swat, ringing out like a loud pistol shot,
> Turned her soft, round bottom increasingly hot.
>
> Then, when she’d been hand-spanked with many a smack,
> The jolly old fellow reached into his sack
>
> He produced a fine paddle of well-seasoned wood.
> “Now, this is the thing that makes naughty girls good.”
>
> He remarked with a grin. “And I think you’ll soon find
> How effective it feels on a soft, tender behind!”
>
> “Oh please, Santa! No more!” she cried in dismay,
> But the paddle cracked down without further delay,
>
> And despite all her protests and wailings and shrieks
> It soon deepened the blush on her squirming, rear cheeks.
>
> Poor Dear how she wriggled but all was vain,
> For the paddle descended again and again
>
> Till her bouncing bare bottom was sizzling and sore
> And as red as the costume that Santa Claus wore.
>
> But at last he relented allowing her to rise,
> Hugged her warmly while wiping the tears from her eyes,
>
> And murmuring, “There, it’s all over, my dear!”
> Rubbing soothing cool cream on her blazing, hot rear.
>
> Then he exclaimed, “Well Miss, your sweet bottom so curved
> Has had the sound spanking it so richly deserved.
>
> From now on, I’m sure, I don’t need to explain,
> If you’re good then I shan’t have to spank you again.
>
> But if you are naughty – remember, my dear,
> That Santa keeps watch for the whole of the year!”
>
> Then smiling, he shouldered his bulging big sack,
> And sent her away with a crisp farewell smack.
>
> So she hurried to bed with satisfaction you know,
> With a song in her heart and her bottom aglow
>
> And a sense that all manner of things were all right.
> But she slept facing down on her tummy that night.

I made a fun art film recently where i got to use my makeup skills, it’s part thai, part geisha, part chinese opera, with and erotic dance. Itw as lots of fun to play another character. I’m with my friend Kika here!

I’m off for the next 8 days, road trip i don’t know! Bloody Marys and lots of sweet nasty fucking and spanking by the fire! I am feeling very excited as I really get off on gift giving it’s so much fun having surprises for my daddy i love spoiling him! Here’s a pic from a book all about natural redheads I’m in:)

I just love being naked and posing on my knees with my ass out until my knees are red and sore. It makes me feel naughty. I hope Santa will still bring me something even though I’m sooo naughty! i have more fun getting gifts then giving them!!!!!

it turns me on being an exhibitionist and all, i get off in that fresh breeze tickling my clit and nipples and the twigs lighting kissing my bottom etc, feels so naughty!

I’ve been working realy hard posting every couple of days one of kind pictures, asking for feedback etc with no response. I guess i should stop posting xxx pix and asking questions on here since no one replies ok then so happy holidays to noone! Peace out!

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