Growing more and more unhappy at my tedious job that was very draining. Then my grandmother passed away. Before she passed away I asked her if she could have done anything she wanted in her life, what did she wished she had done? She said paint red barns. I thought something so easy that she never got around to doing. She also worked the same job from 18-65. That does not sound like living!

Since then I wrote down everything I’d be sorry I hadn’t tried if I were to die tomorrow and have been checking off the list since. I bought my own drum set and took lessons, and burlesqued danced in front of a live audience. Now, I’m a nude art model and commercial model/actress. I’m trying to live in the moment and follow my bliss and practice nonjudgment. Life is too short! It’s better to have fun and not take things too seriously!

During one of my very first modeling experiences I was spanked, paddled. All the sudden I felt alive and very aroused and became obsessed with spankings, and did everything I could to receive another one and soon! I can finally say that with this site, I finally feel like I am truly alive and doing what I want to do. I really love being spanked more than anything, it makes me tingle and feel alive all through out my body. Being disciplined and taken over a lap and spanked hard for real makes me feel so excited. Sometimes I will get feisty and bratty hoping I’ll get spanked long and hard for it. It’s fun being a bad girl!

 

MOVIES: Seven Samarai, To Have and to Have Not (Lauren Bacall – read both of her autobiographies, she’s a real hero of mine), Casablanca (Ingrid Bergman, love her!), The Loveless, Wild at Heart, Boulevard, Ed Wood, Muholland Drive, Ran, Wings of Desire, Last Tango in Paris, Henry and June (Love the styling in this, I had to go on ebay and buy a bunch of vintage silk kimonos after I watched it), Head in the Clouds, Ikuru. Pandora’s Box I love Louise Brooks, she was the best of all time. The Thin Man Series, Myrna Loy is another one of my favorites. A redhead and a Leo just like me! William Powell, I bet he was a spanko! The Misfits! That great scene with Marilyn’s lovely full round bottom bouncing away as she uses the paddle ball and that dirty older man helps himself to spanking her!

MUSIC: I love music! Everything except I hate Whitney Houston, Mariah Carey, Country pop or most pop. I love Blondie, Johnny Cash, Bryan Ferry, Brian Jonestown Massacre, The Dandy Warhols, Morphine, Robert Johnson, Japan, Adam and the Ants, Fiona Apple, SAHB, Vangelis, Reverend Horton Heat, Kate Bush, Tricky, Massive attack, Morcheeba, David Bowie, Neko Case, Mink DeVille

AUTHORS: Ayn Rand, Charles Bukowski, Anais Nin, Marque de Sade, Albert Ellis, Deepak Chopra, Joseph Campbell, Vladimir Nabokov

ARTISTS: Gustav Klimt, Egon Schiele, Alfonse Mucha, Salvador Dali, Olivia, Vargas, Modigliani

Spanking Positions: OTK, bent over bed or couch, standing up, anything where I’m comfortable so I can enjoy my spanking and whatever makes my butt look the bubbliest!

Spanking Toys: hand, leather paddle, leather belt, thin wood paddle, wooden kitchen spatula/spoon. Hate the thick leather razor strap, It really has a SHARP bite to it!

Turn Ons: I tend to fall for older men. And of course spankings, spankings, and more spankings! I also love watching pretty ladies getting spanked by older men, and watching my own movies!’

TURN OFFS:
Cockiness, Ignorance, Stinky smells (bad breath)

All Natural Redhead: Natural Redheads are only 2% of the world’s population

STATS: 5″6 119lbs 36b-25-37

PERSONALITY TRAITS

BRIGHT SIDE: Exuberant, colorful, proud, vivacious, theatrical, confident, generous, affectionate, enthusiastic, lust for life

SHADOW SIDE: Feisty, fiery tempered, stubborn, flashy, provocative, untidy ( I hate cleaning and doing chores!), bratty, saucy, sensitive

Piercings: Only my ears, Used to have a belly ring but took it out as soon as Britney Spears got hers!

Tattoo: Fire dragon with his mouth and tongue open with smoke and flames surrounding him, flames in his eyes. Born in the year of the Chinese Horoscope Fire Dragon. Got my tattoo in 2000 which was also the year of the Fire Dragon – Part of my fiery personality

ASTROLOGY SIGNS

SUN SIGN: Leo Birthday August 6th
CHINESE ASTROLOGY: Fire Dragon

Heritage: Irish, Scottish, English, French, German, Russian, 1/8 Cherokee Indian a total mutt!

A FEW OF MY FAVORITE THINGS

FLOWERS: Orchids, even though I keep killing those fussy little things!
HOBBIES: dancing (burlesque and belly dancing I have taken classes) and performed burlesque, drumming, tarot reading, horoscope charts, exercising, yoga, Pilates, cardio kickboxing, reading psychology books, Painting, writing in my journal, I see a novel in me some day.

CARS: I wish I had 1961 Cadillac Coupe de Ville (black)
SOME PLACES I’VE BEEN: I have not traveled much first time out of the States was Finland last April. Tijuana doesn’t count right?

COLORS: Deep Red! and all shades of red.
PERFUME: Garden Botanicals – Heart
TV SHOWS: What Not to Wear, Inside the Actors Studio

Food: Vegetarian, love love love, Mexican food, and Italian! I love to cook with fresh veggies and fruits! Ben & Jerry’s Mint cookie and coffee heath bar crunch ice cream, thick red vines, and sour everything!

COCKTAILS: This makes my mouth water… I stopped drinking January 2007 after a party where I had a little too much to drink and got a little unruly. That happens sometimes, must be the Irish in me! That’s why I decided to stop for a while. Loved it all though, good red wine, patron, grey goose vodka, dirty martinis! So now it’s just bottled water and tea for me. The bright side is I am fully aware for my spankings and can enjoy all of the sensations!

 

FETISHES: I am a vegetarian who loves leather, the smell alone drives me wild! And I have a panty fetish. I love panties half down, wedged between the cheeks, and torn to the side and ripped down. G-strings, cotton bikini, hip huggers, boyshorts, love them all but really into the boyshorts because they help keep my bottom as blemish free as possible. I love shoes as well, I believe the only two items a women needs are panties and heels! Stilettos, skinny 3-4 inch heels, so I can walk! I love the way heels make me feel. Like I’m on the prowl, legs look good cause of the flexed calf muscle and they make me stick my bottom out.

 

Quotes: “Life has no other discipline to impose, if we would but realize it, than to accept life unquestioningly. Everything we shut our eyes to, everything we run away from, everything we deny, denigrate or despise, serves to defeat us in the end. What seems nasty, painful, evil, can become a source of joy, beauty, and strength if we face it with an open mind. Every moment is a golden one for him who has the vision to recognize it as such.”

Henry Miller (1891-1980)

The World of Sex 1940